I feel like I have neglected the blog lately, and neglected all of you. I am sorry. I am reading and watching and thankful for your comments, your blog posts, your emails and your friendship. My life is riddle with NEW health issues. I have been consumed with worries and what ifs?. I want answers and I want them yesterday. It doesn’t work like that though does it? One question leads to another, long awaited appointment leads to another. Tests are scheduled, results take month of forevers. One doctor indicates one scenario, another doctor disagrees.
I felt like I was carrying my fair share with MS. It was enough.
It all moves at a snails pace. I frantically search the internet, diagnosing myself with deadly diseases. I want to stomp my feet and demand answers NOW. I want a fix today. I want to quit thinking, speculating and worrying.
I can’t … but, I can and I will.
Relief … it came to me just like that. It is that easy.
I can be thankful for what I have today. No one can know tomorrow. I will not waste today. I will enjoy today, everyday.
Have a wonderful Mother’s Day OK? I know I will.